It seems like yesterday, when in one of our talk sessions we discovered how much we love to talk. It was first time in our life when we shared our deep thoughts and feelings. You told me about your childhood and growing up days. We felt so close and became the bestest pals. Though we never expressed our love for each other, both knew the unspoken words existed on both sides. But you know, heart is the mirror of soul and soon everyone knew about my feelings for you.
Time flew and we got closer and closer to each other. A glimpse of you from far would make me smile and I would come running to you and wrap my arms around you. Everyday, I would look forward to tell you how my day went by while you would wait for me and tell yours. Then there would be rounds of laughter and few guidances on what could have been done. The hours would pass by in minutes..
With passing time, I made new friends and now my life was not just two of us, but there were many. Though our talks reduced yet our presence in each others life was always there. Slowly we were reduced to just exchanging pleasantaries whenever we met. I dont know how you passed your time but I myself got very engrossed in new found friends, work and people around. And whenever, we met, we spoke of others and exchanged info. No frolicking laughter, no pulling legs but at times random fights.
Theres a saying, A man, no matter whomever he talks to whole day long or whereever he goes, when alone, always thinks about someone he loves truly. And yes, no matter how much distant we became in these years, yesterday when i was all alone, I came to you. You were alone too and made me sit opposite you facing you as you wanted to see me clearly.
We talked just like our old times. And in back of my mind, our old memories deja vu'd. I confessed, how lonely I felt, with moist eyes. You could not bear my moist eyes and gave me a big hug. Thats when as if the balloon bursted, I bursted out. I now knew, what i was missing all this time. You kept your hand on my head and prayed things will turn right, its just passing phase. You assured that you are there for me and believe me that was only thing I needed the most that time.
We might have grown apart as different individuals but even now, you can understand me much better than anyone else and I m glad, I still can listen to your unspoken words. We are made for each other and thats true.
Two different people we may be,
But truth is I m part of thee
I might never explicitly say
when on your lap, i lay,
just read my eyes and take the clue
I love you Maa.. I love you..